Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Where Can I Find Snowdrops In Tinkerbell Ds Game?

A place in the world

I realized something ... I have not written anything of quality in recent months. NOTHING.
is that if you change ... but the change I had, unfortunately was not for the better ... not change externally , I still have the same horrible hair and face full of pimples ... if you ask .. facebook pictures are fake, are published ... and wanted me really well.

It is very difficult to live, too, and maybe I was never ready to do so. I thought that depression was a phase that ended at the same winter, but not now need so little to the end and deprsion still there, present. just disappear when I read and entered into a new world. Maybe
sent me ahead of time ... maybe it a mission that I meet ..... find my place in this world , that phrase again and again, every day I have it in my mind ... ready to fly, Sharon ... I repeat myself constantly, but I can not. I can not find that place, at least outside of blogger ... I can not fly, not how afford it.
nothing better in school. Nothing. If go unchanged antisocial speaks only two or three fibula. I'm still the rare, and this last does not bother me. What bothers me is that I can not accept. do not understand why a part of my brain wants to be like the others. Want to be a clone of the other stupid followers of the same objective. That's not me, sencillamete not go, I have higher aspirations I never ever felt before this fear of not being able to achieve. fear I have and I can easily recognize. I fear not being able to achieve my dreams . fear not as I want to be. I fear falling into the tempting clutches of the mundane world ...

People like me NEVER going to find their place in this world, unless they change ... if not, must resign themselves to not fit ever. always be a weirdo with his thinking does not change anything ...

and Clarifications I'm not complaining ... I do not complain of being rare. I complain of that part of my head that wants to be so. The part that published the photographs they do not trust their true appearance. is a constant struggle with her, a struggle that occurs every night and not let me sleep ...

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